Tara

Malapit na namang magtapos ang isang sem.., but heck these past few days naging busy ako dahil sa dame ng kailangang gawing projects kasabay pa ng paparating na final exams...mabute na lang, nakakatapos naman ako... ay syempre,...dahil sa dame ng gawain, andyan si stress.... na bwisit sa buhay nateng lahat.....well, para masolusyunan, we need to find ways on how we can cope up.... and we should know how to handle it, for us to be fit and also be healthy....

as for me, the only time i could do this, is during fridays or saturdays..... i always ask my mader if we could go to the mall during these days....kase ito lang yung time na kung saan malayo ako sa stress... to tell you the truth....pagdating sa Mendiola, stress yan para sa akin....pero pagdating sa Ortigas...i feel so relaxed.....
it's like im in heaven, ewan ko ba, parang ang nasa isip ko lang kapag nandun ako, eh magliwaliw sa megamall or galleria....not even caring kung anong oras na,

pero among the two malls i mentioned above, i loved going to robinson's galleria...its the only mall where i can truly relax, kase hindi maxado matao and hindi katulad ng sm kapag weekends, parang divisoria, unlike in Gale, you can still bear the noise and yung dame ng tao....

once in gale, im really comfortable if in Starbucks or Bo's Coffee...with my laptop, reading blogs or just a book, accompanied with a hot coffee..... im in heaven, i said.

anyhow....

i wanted to ask if there's anyone of you who's willing to meet up in Galleria? cause its the time for gimikian since malapit na ending ng school year.... at least we can have a chat while we drink a cup of coffee? syempre KKB yun pero libre ko ang kwento.... :)

anyone interested, please PM me sa twitter ko or sa FB my email add is zero26gravity@yahoo.com

thanks guys!

Tis

from the YEE

to the HAW!!!!!

Be Free

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag

Drifting through the wind

Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin

Like a house of cards

One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep

Six feet under scream

But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you

Cause there's a spark in you

Refrain:

You just gotta ignite the light

And let it shine

Just own the night

Like the Fourth of July

Chorus:

Cause baby you're a firework

Come on show 'em what you're worth

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework

Come on let your colors burst

Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space

You're original, cannot be replaced

If you only knew what the future holds

After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed

So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow

And when it's time, you'll know

(Repeat Refrain)

(Repeat Chorus)

Chorus Bridge:

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

(Repeat Chorus)

(Repeat Chorus Bridge)

You know this song do you? napaka familiar, kase rnb/pop, katty perry ba naman eh, tsaka dahil du sa fireworks na lumalabas sa dibdib niya db?, pero alam ko laos na rin toh, panu mabilis ang takbo ng kanta, may dadating na bago, magiging kanta ng bayan tapos pagtumagal, malalaos, lilipat na agad sa iba, pero for sure, hindi naintindihan yung kanta, nagustuhan lang dahil sa tugs tugs at sa flow ng voice, pero did you consider yourself reflecting on what the song whats to imply on you?

here i go, music blog:

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag, Drifting through the wind, Wanting to start again

• did you ever get the feeling that you do not have a place to belong to? you keep on searching for the right place, where you know you can blend in and a place where you can call home?

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin, Like a house of cards, One blow from caving in

• and that feeling wherein you feel, that you are the weakest link? the one who's always at the bottom of the pyramid? 

Do you ever feel already buried deep, Six feet under scream but no one seems to hear a thing

and since you were the weakest, the loner, you have never been heard of, no one listens to you. and no one cares what you say,

Do you know that there's still a chance for you, Cause there's a spark in you

• but despite of the agony that you feel, and that thought of you being the loser, somehow, deep within, you have something hiding, something that is really you, something that makes you unique, something that was for you, a gift that no one has ever expected from you,

You just gotta ignite the light a

nd let it shine j

ust own the night

• and with that gift, you have to know how to set it free, how to let that Superman fly in the sky, and show the world what you can do and who you are.... you just got to show it, without hesitation, without fear....

Cause baby you're a firework, Come on show 'em what you're worth, Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!" As you shoot across the sky-y-y

• nobody knows what you can do, but if you just let it out, then you will shine....

Baby you're a firework, come on let your colors burst, make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"

You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

• you're like a firework, no one can tell, what you can do and what you are capable of, and with you shining bright, you're going to make people appreciate you, make them understand, that you have something, that you are not nothing

You don't have to feel like a waste of space, You're original, cannot be replaced

• you're unique in your way, you don't have to copy someone else in order to shine

If you only knew what the future holds, After a hurricane comes a rainbow

• even if it gets tough, that light within you will shine bright even if you are shrouded with darkness,

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed,So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road

• sometimes, life wouldn't be fair to you, you will feel pain or maybe you'll want something bad, but can't get it

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow, and when it's time, you'll know

•  but when time comes, you will, maybe, much better than what you wanted....

Boom, boom, boom, Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

• you will shine, believe in yourself, have faith, you can shine bright, brighter than the stars, the moon and the sun

It's always been inside of you, you, you, And now it's time to let it through

• now, let go of that fear, be free, be free like you'll ever be...

Paxenxa na, but It's not funny

I have been working on my own talent ever since i was a child,
tagal kong iniisip kung anu ba talaga ang meron ako na hindi nila kayang gawin, na yung magiging unique ako sa lahat ng kakilala ko....although common sa iba, pero at least meron akong maipapakita.....

nakakainsecure nung highschool ako, (anu yung highschool nga ba? ehehe)
kaunti kameng hindi marunong sumayaw, hindi rin kame marunong magpatugtog ng instruments, ilan2 lang din nakakagawa, pero sa iba, sige na sila na marunong....

hindi rin naman ako marunong maxado sa sports eh, nakatanga nga lang ako minsan pag nasa set ako ng players.
although meron namang akong kaunting kaalaman sa mga iyon, kaya ayos lang.

Hanggang sa mapansin ko nung 3rd year na marunong akong magsulat, na daig ko pa silang lahat kapag ako na ang humawak ng ballpen o lapis. na mas kaya kong gumawa ng art na mula sa akin, hindi sa gawa ng iba.
sulat dito, sulat dun....hayan, Best in English tuloy....

pero anu nga naman laban nun, kung ang mambabasa ko eh sadyang tamad oh talagang bobo lang,
napaka obvious na ng mga pinaparating ko pero parang wala pa rin,
heck, so i came to look for another one....

well di naman ako lumayo, after ko magstop i went for MSRC, (Music School of Ryan Cayabyab), para lang magkaroon ako ng pwedeng gawin kahit nakastop ako, so ayan, 10 sessions para lang matuto akong kumanta

when my teacher asked me, kung may background ba ako sa music or kahit sa pagkanta lang....
sabe ko, "Meron po, nung elementary....vinovoicing kame kase musically inclined yung principal namen,"
so okay, all 10 sessions went smoothly.... natapos na lahat ng yun pero kailangan ko pang bumalik,

need ko pa ng stage presence kase puro voicing lang ginawa namen, and of course, para na rin madevelop ang self-confidence ko....pero di q muna tinuloy, nakapagenroll ako ulit sa school eh.....

in short, i can sing....then i joined SFCC (Singles For Christ Choir),later on pate na sa SCA (Student Catholic Action) ng school namen para kahit papano, mahasa naman ang aking skill. i was glad na sa tenor ako,

pero, here's the catch.....
naiinis ako sa mga kaibigan ko, sobrang naiinis....
i do not expect to hear this kind of answers:

• "ayoko kita makitang kumakanta, natatawa lang ako"
• "nakakatawa kase itsura mo kapag kumakanta ka eh"
• "wag ka maingay"
• "kumakanta ka? weh di nga?"
• "kapag narinig mo siya, matatawa ka lang sa itsura,"
• "hindi ako natatawa sa boses, eh sa itsura lang...." 

• "pinapakita ka nga sa tv iiwas din naman agad yung camera,(laughs)"

and worst:

• "ang panget mo kaya kapag kumakanta ka."

dpat ba ganun? kung sino pang mga kaibigan ko, na mga taong kinakasama ko, sa kanila pa manggagaling ang mga ganitong salita, bute sana kung critic sa palabas, hindi naman......and to think na barkada ko sila, na belong ako sa isang grupo na kung tawagin eh "Rijstafel." to think that i have said na i found a place where i belong.....

but i don't think that i said the right words, di ko na rin dapat siguro inexpect maxado, dapat siguro nanahimik na lang ako simula't sapul.... and to be honest, nasasaktan ako...to think na kinaibigan ko sila,

akala ko nung una, these guys would be proud...pero hindi eh, parang wala ring kwenta....,

mabute pa sa simbahan, naaappreciate ang ginagawa ko,
mabute pa sa simbahan, kampante akong ilabas kung ano ang meron ako
mabute pa sa simbahan, may nanga2ilangan ng tulong ko,
mabute pa sa simbahan, may mga taong proud sa akin,
at mabute pa sa simbahan, ramdam kong nakangiti ang diyos hindi dahil nakakatawa ang itsura ko, kung hindi tapat akong naglilingkod sa kanya ng walang bahid ng kalokohan.....

alam ko namang napakapanget ko, namalake bibig ko, na banlag ako at maitim pa, oo sabog pa nga minsan mukha ko....pero sana hindi na lang pinapamuka sakin, kilala ko naman sarili ko eh,

ayos lang kahit hindi nila basahin, sino ba nga naman ako para pakinggan, tinatawanan lang naman ako,

and kung pwede, itigil niyo na yang walang kwentang open forum na yan, wala namang mangyayare dyan...kalokohan lang yan, dahil hindi niyo rin maririnig sa akin na may hinanakit ako, ipapaalam ko lang gamit ang kamay ko.....at saka, walang dapat ikaopen-fourm, what's done has been done, there's no point of going back,it'll just be futile

mabute pa iba, kesa sila...

emo? oo, bakit, masakit eh, tsaka SOBRANG nakakasama ng loob
xenxa na...

Tis,

with no yee,

from the haw.....

Lets eat Chinese.... :D

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I Saw You.....

The last time i rode the LRT alone was not so far ago,
well it happened recently when i saw the person that fits my standards for an ideal lady....

mahirap ang application skn eh, sorry, naging choosy lang talaga ako after ko masaktan, di ako pwedeng sisishin dahil tao ako at nasaktan lang

,so any way,

i was just a little tensed when i saw you last time, you were staring at the window, looking at the things below the rail.... i was behind you, listening to my country music in my ipod with my headset on,
i didn't notice you before when i got in the train, but when you went for the door, because you've arrived on your stop, i was mesmerized.


your hair is as brown as hazelnut, which suits perfectly for your looks
your eyes is the most adorable eye that i ever saw,
and the way you look with that red glasses, makes me want to jump off the train,
and say...wow

you don't have make-up, but that's okay for me, i love it more

but i think, you're the "KIND" of all kinds, unlike the others...,

nagkatitigan tayo saglit pero hindi rin nagtagal, hindi rin ako makatingin sa yo, dahil baka isipin mo na manyak ako (sa loob oo, hahaha LOL)

muli, my heart felt something, (love? or just simply crush?)

if there was a chance na makilala ka, and we'll become close, i'd be honored...
but i don't think that's possible....

when you got off the train i saw you with a guy, and held your hand...

awww, sayang

pero ayos lang, at least may nakita akong taong nagfi2t sa standard ko,

i hope we can know about each other...cause i really wanna be close, real close

even if we're both so far from each other......

The End....



Tis,

from the YEE
to the HAW!!!!!



PS.....i'm still working on my post about Prince Albert Rotisserie, hirap magpost kase eh, wala na akong sariling computer, i had to rent in order to do so.... sorry for the inconvenience guys!